I sit to pour the contents of my soul into oblivion
That maybe, if I get these words on paper my mind and heart wont
feel so heavy
The world just seems dark, like a shadow has fallen upon it
And as the sun tries to peak its rays, the shadow devours them
Making everything engulfed in darkness
They say it won’t hurt to smile once in a while
So you plaster this big gigantic smile to appease them
Let there mind go to rest
They say you should spend more time outside
So, you do. The moment your observed, you go for a walk.
Only to find the most isolated corner of the street to sit on the concrete
If you tell yourself you are okay, more times then one
Maybe you will start to believe it
When your breath catches in your lungs, and darkness overcomes your eyes
Your gonna be okay, thats what you said anyway
They tell you to go find some friends to hang out with
I worry for you when you’re alone
So, you plaster that smile again and tell them “sure thing”
Knowing perfectly well, that your heart goes pitter, platter, pitter, pitter, platter
At the mere thought of saying hello
And your hands get all clammy and your mouth goes all dry
So, just for today, just for tonight
I guess I’ll just stay inside
There’s always tomorrow right?
marinainw0nderland 