One kiss
One moment
Faking the healing process
One Smile
Heart pounding
Mind pleading for them not to notice
Chest caving in
Hard to breath
Head held high
Eyes shining making them believe
That everything is okay.
The desire to feel anything other than the unbearable pain
That was protruding through my chest
Like knifes prickling every inch of my skin
Heartbreak
Your soul shattering
A thousand pieces
Like a broken vase hitting the ground
Maybe, maybe if I didn’t act like her
Fault, Blame
Maybe, maybe if I was different
Maybe if every inch of my soul
wasn’t hurting in the most terrible way
Always being told
You are too young to know what love is?
Please tell me, am I too young to know what heartbreak is?
Am I too young to know that when that song on the radio comes on
The one he held you close too
The one he sang in your ear
The one that made you grin
Comes on the radio and you feel numb
The tears pour down your face
Making you feel small
Making you relive those moments held in the arms of the one
You’ve trusted the most.
The thing that nobody tells you about heartbreak is:
You NEVER stop loving the one who broke you
It gets easier
You learn to survive
You learn to move on
You learn that you may open your heart up again
But, the one who broke will always be special
For the way you love them, will never be the same for anybody else
Its a different kind of love
A sad kind of love
But, heartbreak is just that a different way of loving
And if the universe gave me a choice
Who would I kiss for the rest of my life?
I’d rather kiss the one who caused the heartache
Than one who made me feel nothing at all
marinainw0nderland 